Tuesday 4 June
We awaken to thick fog. Both banks of the river are clothed
in the mist. Occasionally the ghostly outline of an onion-spited church or a
house can be glimpsed among trees that are no more than shadows on the river banks. From time to time tree trunks and branches drift languidly by. The fog emphasises our insulation from the world we are gliding through. We sail on in this capsule that is gliding so effortlessly across Eastern and Central Europe.
I speculate about the hazards of navigating
in these conditions. I’ve read enough about the Danube to realise how tricky it
is to stay safely within the deep water channels, avoid the sandbars that are
constantly shifting with the changing currents of the Danube as it responds to
rainfall and snowmelt upstream. These 135 metre-long river cruisers are flat
bottomed, enabling them to negotiate the river in all but the driest conditions
(I came across a bitter complaint on social media from last year telling us
how, when customers were already en route for the airport, Riviera had had to
cancel a cruise because there was not enough water in the river to navigate
safely).
After breakfast the mist has cleared and we go out on deck
to enjoy the sunshine. We have now travelled beyond the Romanian border, so all
around it is Serbia. Pretty villages line the river bank on the south side
where a line of hills sweeps down to the river. The Danube is very high round
here. On the north bank, there is extensive flooding isolating horses, cattle
and pigs. Bird life is abundant, and a group of voyagers has gathered with
their field glasses and notebooks pointing out what’s to be seen - storks,
terns, Black-winged stilts, squacco herons, bee-eaters nesting in holes in sandy
banks, wagtails, little winged plovers, a white-tailed eagle, and even
golden orioles - heard but not seen.
That’s an impressive list of fauna, but I claim no
credit for it. I've no eye for bird life, alas. It calls for an attention to detail that I seem not to have been gifted with. I've always been drawn to the bigger picture. But I've enjoyed overhearing what these experts have been discussing
for an hour this morning - obsessives they tell me they are happy to be called. One of them
says that the history and politics have passed him by on this voyage, but the ornithology
has been to die for. He could sit on deck all day peering into the forests to enjoy their natural history. I reply how good it is that on this cruise there is
something for everyone. But another affirms that for her, the history and politics
have been eye-opening. “This voyage on the Danube has made me a better
European” she says with real conviction. I love that because it’s been
precisely the same for me.
We draw in to Novi Sad. My guide book is unremittingly
negative about this once elegant Habsburg city, Serbia’s second largest with a quarter of million inhabitants. It suffered badly in
the Balkan wars, all three Danube bridges being destroyed in 1999. Our Serbian
guide corrects one misapprehension about this. It’s said that NATO bombed them
all. In fact, the bridge by Vauban’s citadel was blown up by Serbian forces
themselves to avoid offering up the citadel as a target for the bombers. Now
these three bridges have been rebuilt, the finest of them an “infinity” bridge
like Stockton’s, opened last year.
We take a coach tour of the city, and there is more Serbian
history to go with it. Novi Sad (= "new orchard") is another very ancient settlement that became Roman Cusum when it was conquered and incorporated into the imperial province of Pannonia. We see Roman tombs outside the museum in which there is a good collection of antiquities. I wish we had time to look inside. In the centuries following the collapse of the Roman Empire, the city had a complicated history in which Hungarians, Slavs and later the Ottoman Empire all vied for control. In Habsburg days it was Ratzen Stadt, "Serb City".
We get to the final decade of the twentieth century and the terrible cost of Yugoslavia's break-up. Unlike a previous Serbian guide, today's doesn’t dismiss the 1990s as merely
“difficult”. She points out that Serbia sits on fault lines that divide
Rome from Constantinople, and Catholic from Orthodox, and Christian from Moslem, and after the last world war, all
faith groups from the communists. So it’s not surprising that conflict is an
ever-present risk in this part of Europe. And because whoever controls the
Danube controls central Europe, Novi Sad’s bridges are always going to be vulnerable
to attack. “It’s happened for centuries” she says, “and the 1990s attacks will
probably not be the last”. It’s a sobering introduction to the city.
We drive round the citadel, noting the entrances to the
tunnels that Empress Maria Theresa ordered to be constructed underneath the
fortifications. Mention of her name introduces the geographical position of
this place. Our guide says we are not to think of Novi Sad as a Balkan city but
rather as belonging to the Pannonian Plain that links it to the Austrian-Hungarian
Empire. This is a highly cosmopolitan city she says, in which no fewer than
eight languages are officially recognised. And as we drive round, we can’t help
noticing the colourful, vibrant character of the centre. It’s a lot better
than my gloomy prognostications informed by my book - but then that
was written closer to the destructive Balkan wars than we are now. I have
already decided that I like this place a lot more than Belgrade.

We walk round the centre. In the Orthodox Church our guide
explains that it is strongly influenced by western ecclesiastical architecture.
Completed only in 1903 rather in the style of a London Wren church, it has
stained glass windows, most unusual for a church in the east. She elaborates on
further differences between Orthodox and Catholic architecture and
spirituality, including an excursus on the Iconoclastic controversy in order to
explain why Orthodox churches are filled with paintings but have no sculpture.
The significance of the iconostasis is explained, as is the liturgy of
Orthodoxy with its Little and Great Entrances. And the importance of the
eastern tradition of standing throughout the liturgy. It’s good that all this
is spelled out to people who may be unfamiliar with the practices of the
Orthodox (or, for that matter, any other) Church.
In the free time we have we wander round the streets,
and visit the Catholic Church in the central square (for there is a significant
minority Catholic community here). It’s a nicely designed hall church whose
aisle vaults reach the same height as the central nave.
But after the Orthodox
Church, it leaves us cold. There isn’t the same spirit of devotion here,
somehow, the same fervour, the same conviction. I can’t explain it, but for the
first time I begin to see what it is that many western Christians find so
appealing about Eastern Christianity. One of my theological students is now an
Orthodox priest, while another has made the journey there and come back to
Anglicanism, albeit enriched by his experience. I recall my discussion with our
Bulgarian young guide Peter on the coach, how he complained that his Catholic
upbringing gave him no hint of the rich treasures of mystical prayer that
Orthodoxy had opened up for him. There’s a clear lesson for us practitioners
of western Christianity. Whatever else it is, it
needs to be more impassioned, more affective, less milk-and-water, less sweetly
reasonable, less afraid of touching and changing lives. This, I imagine, is what lies behind these
"Thy Kingdom Come" days between Ascension and Pentecost that we are travelling
through at this precise time.
Back on the ship I sit by the open window and gaze out at
the river. It’s a lazy, sultry afternoon. We’ve already had one thunderstorm
today, but the cumulonimbus is piling up again and promises more to
come. A push-tug propels a heavy load of barges upstream at barely more reaching
walking pace against a fierce current energised by the recent downpours. This
journey is almost at an end. We have come a long way together, and I’m clear
that my writing about it is only the beginning of the search for understanding
what it may mean for my own Europeanism and my grasp of this continent’s past,
present and future. There is so much I realise I don’t know. What wasn’t I
paying attention to all these years? Why has this closed book of Eastern Europe
only now begun to open for me, in just the same way as classical Greece did
last autumn?
But there is still time for curiosity and discovery even
this late in life. “Old men should be explorers” said Joseph Haydn in old age,
a man from the golden age of imperial Austria-Hungary whose ear for the natural
world was so well-tuned and whose music, therefore, must have been inspired by
the Danube that flowed through the landscapes that he loved. I
hope I can live and die as an explorer of the spirit. A voyage like this is the
best possible metaphor, as it is the best possible stimulus too.
Saturday 1 June
After last night’s storm, it is cool and overcast on the
river today. We have said goodbye to Romania and are berthed back at Rousse in
Bulgaria where we were last week. We drive for a couple of hours to Arbanassi,
a village in the foothills of the mountains that straddle the central part of
the Balkan Peninsula.
Our guide is a young man who combines seriousness of
purpose with a light touch, just right for the job. He tells us more about
Bulgaria, a country I’ve always regarded as somewhat mysterious, as if it keeps
itself hidden away on the south bank of the Danube. Once again I’m struck by the deeply rural character of
these rolling landscapes. As we saw before, there are hardly any
buildings between the villages - no farm buildings like you see in Western
Europe, or Romania for that matter. Here, villages have clear boundaries.
Outside them, the countryside is deep, tranquil, remote, “one of the
most peaceful areas to live in the w
hole of Europe” he says. He speaks about
the depredations of the communist era, how long it is taking for the country to
recover. This is a refrain we have grown used to: every guide has told the same story. But it’s
been illuminating to hear it from the personal perspective of each of them, whether
in Hungary, Serbia, Romania or here in Bulgaria. Part of that story is also the
persistence of Christianity in these eastern European countries. And Peter our guide
speaks about both of these with
particular intelligence.
We arrive at Arbanassi as a folk festival is in full swing.
Pretty girls and young men in native costumes are dancing to pipe and accordion
music. All round are stalls selling food, drink and souvenirs including an enticing
collection of mugs with Soviet heroes ironically depicted on them. My heart
sinks at the thought of an hour of nostalgic Bulgarian folklorique.
But this is not the plan. We walk through this showpiece
village with its display of pantile roofs till we get to the little church. It
is a revelation. It was built at the turn of the sixteenth and seventeenth
centuries in what was then a Greek speaking Christian enclave in Ottoman
Bulgaria. Outside, it is nothing special, though I notice the
unusual presence of the Star of David engraved in a stone immediately above the
west door. Peter takes this as a sign that the church may have provided shelter
for the Jewish community during times of persecution, though the church guide
who takes us round the building interprets it as a reminder that Jesus was
himself a Jew. I wonder.
What is remarkable about this this church is its
interior decoration. (I have no images to share: photography is not allowed inside.) Every inch of it is covered with paintings - the two
narthexes, one on the north side and one on the west, and the nave itself.
Walls and vault are, to resort to cliché, a riot of colour. Can there be a
single Bible story that is not depicted somewhere in this extraordinary church?
It would take detailed study to work out the narrative scheme, and time to
linger is what you never have on these group visits. But the guide does her
work well. She points out the Tree of Jesse, Moses and the prophets, and scenes from the nativity,
passion and resurrection. Pilate washing his hands is memorable because Jesus is depicted as immersed in the water basin as if to say, Pilate washes his hands not only of a dilemma but of the very
Lord himself.
On the east wall of the central narthex is the last judgment,
with a river of fire emanating from Christ’s throne, and immersed in it, an
archbishop in full regalia. The guide, clearly a devout believer, finds this amusing. To me, most thought-provoking of all is a line of twelve
Greek philosophers, among them Socrates, Plato, Aristotle and Homer (yes, not just
a poet but a purveyor of wisdom) haloed just like the saints and
angels all around. It speaks of a sophisticated world view that is
brave enough to see the presence of the divine even in the writings of pagans.
There’s a world of insight here about grace and culture, and how the church should be doing theology
and mission in the market-place where many faiths, ideas and world views clamour to be heard. I sense that these powerful paintings we have seen have had an effect on some members of our group. Is awe the right word to describe it?
After lunch we stop at the nearby university city of Veliko
Tarnovo, “the city of Tsars” that is spread out across a remarkable site where
four steep-sided valleys meet. We gaze from afar at the remarkable monastic citadel with
its walls and towers (why isn’t there an opportunity to visit it?) before
walking the old town and climbing up some steep steps to visit the beautiful eighteenth century
church. Inside, an elderly woman is selling candles. Our guide buys one.
Before our next port of call there is time for me to ask our guide about something he has said to us earlier. He's told us that he was brought up as a Catholic but
had turned to Orthodoxy in adulthood. He explains that he went to Germany to study economics. There he embraced atheism until he realised
that life without faith was unrewarding and empty. He recognised that his
upbringing had not given him the mystical or liturgical richness of
Orthodoxy, and that as a Bulgarian, this was the native faith of his
people. So he decided to convert. I ask him if he has studied theology, for his account of his
spiritual tradition is lucid and convincing. He says he hasn’t, apart from his own reading. "Are you an ordinand then?" I persist. He laughs and says
I’m not the first person to ask him. “Who knows what God may intend?” he
says. And he asks me to pray for him.
I’ve mentioned
the visceral hatred eastern Europeans have for the years of communism, but I've also sensed a similar if less explicit aversion for the centuries of Ottoman rule that
coloured so much of their medieval and modern history. At the beginning of May Pope Francis paid a pastoral visit to Bulgaria. It proved problematic. He had requested a meeting with the Orthodox Church's leaders, and asked to pray with them. However, the Bulgarians would not receive him as a fellow faith leader,
only as a head of state to whom political, but not spiritual, courtesies were
due. On the other hand Pope Francis did meet
Muslim leaders and, I understand, took part in a shared act of prayer with them.
Peter supported the stance of the Bulgarian Church leaders both in not recognising the Pope's spiritual authority (because of the Great Schism between the eastern and western church), and in their insistence that Islam is incompatible with Christianity. They believe that Pope Francis was compromised by meeting the imams and this justifies the Bulgarian church leaders’ resistance to welcoming him as their spiritual peer. “But Judaism, Christianity and Islam are
Abrahamic sister faiths” I remonstrate. "Allah is the God whom Jesus called Father, whom all three faiths worship because of Abraham.” “Yes, but Allah is not a Trinity of three Persons”
comes the response. “How can there be any sharing of holy things if
you can’t agree about the Trinity?” The spectre of Ottoman Islam seems to haunt this exchange. So this response is not only typical of Orthodox theology but of a particular historic expression of it that is so coloured by its former subservient relationship with Islam.
My own Christianity feels very different, so western is it, so influenced by the Reformation and the Enlightenment, and with a very different religious history behind it. Yes, his
faith is more ancient than mine, and I honour that.
Maybe I envy the certainty with which he practises it. I hope I am not less passionate about my faith than he is. We would gladly recite the creeds together. But in other respects we inhabit worlds that are very different and have been for centuries. Yet it is a fascinating conversation not only for its warmth and candour, but for how it helps me understand religion in Eastern Europe.
We detour and sink down from the green plateau into a deep
gorge. The yellow limestone cliffs rise up sheer from the valley bottom, an
arresting sight in its own right. But this is the land of the famous Ivanovo
rock churches, created in these cliffs by monks who sought solitude here in the
thirteenth century. We walk up to the top of the cliffs by a steep path. There
is a profusion of colourful wild flowers. The tree canopy, as we climb clear of
it, shows every possible shade of green. It’s marvellously fresh, vivid and
vibrant, this holy and verdant landscape we find ourselves walking in on this
first day of summer. As we walk, Peter talks to us about the monastic life. I
was not expecting to learn about hesychasm and the Jesus Prayer on a Riviera
cruise. There can't be many guides who can speak about mystical
spirituality and prayer from the standpoint of a practitioner and do it so genuinely, without a trace of self-consciousness.
We contour along a pretty path until we reach some caves in
the rocks. Here the monks lived in their solitariness. The low roofs are
darkened by smoke from their fires or, equally probably, their candles. These
primitive dwellings precisely echo their forebears, the desert fathers of Egypt
a thousand years earlier who set the pattern for monasticism and whose rules of
life proved such an inspiration in the
formation of monasticism in both the east and the west. Presumably this was a
conscious harking back to a more primitive way of life. Did they know about the
Irish monks who followed these patterns too in isolated locations like Skellig
Michael? You’d be tempted to doubt it, yet Irish monasticism had well-travelled
origins across Central Europe. I think of Cuthbert on the Inner Farne finding
seclusion not to get away from the business of everyday life but to immerse
himself more deeply in its challenges, choices and contradictions. And to fight
evil in the name of his Lord - the world’s demons, his own. “Go into your cell,
and your cell will teach you everything.”
A little further on we come to the rock church itself,
dedicated to Saint Michael, the guardian of these high places. There are more
than twenty of them hidden among these cliffs and crabs; this is the finest,
and the most visited. Like Arbanassi (but tiny, no larger than a monk’s cave),
its walls are covered with frescoes of Jesus, Mary and the saints. They take
you back to the devotion of these holy men, their willingness to forsake
everything for the sake of the gospel that called them into this life of
poverty and prayer. There is a little platform outside the cave (thoughtfully
supplied in modern times with a railing) on the cliff edge, with a sheer drop
below to the valley floor that it’s not good to look down on for too long. I
imagine a monk, stylite-like, perched on this space where there is barely room
for a human being to stand safely, totally still and silent in prayer, rapt
in contemplative communion with God.
Then I look down at the ground. A metal rail has been inserted
across the cave’s opening in modern times, maybe to contain a door or window of
some kind. I look more closely at the lettering on the side. The message is
unmistakeable, announcing its place of origin. Middlesbrough. The
North East has come to Bulgaria. This calls for a photograph.
In the car park an elderly man is selling icons he has created (that's to say, "written") himself. I wish I could l could linger to buy one. But icons are prayers, windows on to heaven, and choosing one will not be hurried. It takes time because in truth, we do not choose the icon: the icon chooses us. And the coach and the ship will not wait.
But what a remarkable day it has been.